praise,blessing,tears

let my praise crash like never ceasing, unrelenting waves on the beach of Your Heart.

i have been blessed beyond the farthest reaches of the widespread wings of my imagination.

my heart longs for tears, but my stubborn and reasonable mind keeps my eyes dry.
but still my heart cries for tears.
tears of joy, for the life breathed through the brittle shell of a soul i was
and joy of pure and deep communion with my Master and Lover,
and my Love molded family with my Loving Lord and God as our Father
for my future being as far and contrary from and to my past as the east is from the west.
my heart cries for tears
tears of pain or desperation
of remorse due to the sins that from callouses on my heart and build barriers that hold me back from Your strong arms of Love
pain from You Heart at the sight of those who you love, dying more every day.

MAY I SHED TEARS OF LOVE