12-30-07

12-30-07

Sun

8:30

Well…since I wrote last there has been voting for Kenya’s new president (along with cheating, falsification of ballots, etc, etc…), there has been a great deal of rioting throughout Kenya (we are in one of the safer places that there is right now), God has been giving me more peace as I stop seeking solutions and start seeking Him. –Father, give protection and peace to those who are traveling-

recently, there have been 2 signs that I have not been trusting God: 1. my selfish tendencies blanket everything that I see, hear, and think (until everything revolves about me and my strength {“my strength”…ha…that’s a ridiculous concept})._ 2. my violent tendencies come out (I’m very good at hiding these tendencies, but that, doesn’t help) (they mostly come out through punching trees and cement walls) –Lord, knock me awake when I start to lean on my own understanding and strength-