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01-22-08
Tue
08:40

-Father, thank You. My heart has been broken. and if it hadn’t been, it would have hardened the more, dried out, and died. Thank You. I have been setting my eyes on things below. I started and continued to care about what every one else thought. I wanted to be accepted by people more than anything else. I would not have been willing to give up any friend for a friendship with You. I was the prodigal son, poisoning myself on pig slop, but when you opened my eyes, I saw Your arms opened wide. When You opened the depths of my heart, I felt Your Love shining on me. My condition brought me to tears of sorrow. Your Love brought me to tears of Joy-
in the end, there were many tears. As soon as I stopped caring about what people thought, etc…, and cared only of God’s thoughts, person after person was put on my heart so strongly to pray for and care about, and Love. I didn’t expect that. My attention was redirected from people to God, and then God transformed my Love for Him into Love for people, without redirecting my eyes from Him or diminishing my Love for Him
-Father, let me never exchange this Love for another-
Luke 6:20-26-36